Here I am working from home. It is kind of hard to do with so many temptations around like guitar and well, not working. I had a cool dream last night. No not that kind. I dreamt I was sitting at a desk in this huge office with windows and the sun was shining through the windows and I had two computers I was working on. I thought this is perfect, I have no reason to go anywhere else. I then saw a clock that had years on it and it went from 1 year all the way to 30. That dream was so obvious. If I ever did find a job that was such then I would quit being a contractor and settle down. In other news last night I had a wedding to go to. It was for a good couple I have known since I have been going to Church. I actually liked the girl before he asked her out. As usual I didn't make a move. But now that I think about it, all of the girls that I was interested in and could've made moves have ended up being different than I thought about in the first place. It ended up good that I never asked any of them out. Anyways, I went to the bachelor party on Saturday and talked with Chris and he said he loved her without a doubt. So I ended up writing a cheesy love song called Without a Doubt, and for some reason I figured I would surprise everyone and play it and sing at the reception. I suppose I had an ulterior motive of scoring points with all the single girls in our class. The song actually went well and I got complements from everyone like I was a good songwriter and "I didn't know you could sing" So it went well. I helped fill the grooms truck up with foam peanuts. I talked with some girls, but never really got any vibes. The problem with Christian girls is the guy has to make ALL of the moves and will never get any signals. Sometimes we even get reverse signals, like avoidance, because they get scared. I am screwed in that arena. Maybe I'll stick with bar chicks, although they can be too aggressive. There needs to be a happy medium between bar chicks and church chicks. Wait, I got it, work chicks. No that won't work, not because of work but because there is no such thing as women programmers. Dating friends friends? Nope, when it goes bad you hear about it for a long time from the associated friend. Online Dating? Possibly, I had a super good date a year ago from the net. My last round of dates fell flat though. I think I will continue to try all avenues and one of these days I'll find the right one. My thought is I will find a chick that I can't help but to ask out. Anyways, I am practicing work avoidance so I am babbling. It is nice working from home. It is 1pm and I am in my PJs typing this. I am listening to Smash Mouth and just thought about that music lawyer I met when I was in Los Angeles who discovered them. That was a good trip. Thanksgiving is tomorrow. I am thankful for so much, friends, family, a good career, a nice house, a nice car, the ability to play guitar and of course my PJs. I am not going to post until next week, so everyone have a safe and happy Thanksgiving!

Thought of the Week
"He took you to Rage-aholics? Why?"
"Probably because this whole universe is against me!"
"I think you've got a little rage."
"I know. And now they want me to bottle it up. It makes me so mad!"
- Jerry and George, in "The Apology"