So now that Thanksgiving season is upon us I have been thinking about "works". In Christian circles that means good deeds, helping the less fortunate, and helping those who are suffering. Before Holly and I got married we gave food to the homeless of Dallas for many years. We officially met through that ministry. Back in the day I felt a calling to be there. But things changed and laws changed and it felt like we would no longer be needed. So we decided to stop doing that ministry.

But, a big hole was left that we were able to fill with marriage and a family. However the Bible says that faith without works is dead faith. It means you don't do anything for God, but you are still saved because you have faith. Now this put me in a crisis of conscience. What kind of ministry should my family get involved with? Part of the crisis involves the thorn in my side, pride. I did become prideful of the homeless ministry. Basically whenever I do something good for others I think like I am getting a mansion in heaven. So I am now thinking about ways to help the suffering without becoming prideful about it.

Money is so not the answer. If it were Jesus would have mentioned it. It is also very easy to become prideful about tithing and gifts to others. So I know the answer is found in service instead, but what kind? It requires at least 2 elements - help those that are truly suffering and be in a non important position. Hmm I am still thinking. I think I'll ask God ;-)