So today I am feeling blessed. I guess that happens alot when you have a good wife and child, a good job and a nice house. I like where I am at in life. I've got a great life and great wife. I think my ambition to increase my station in life has waned. I am happy where I am. I don't care if I sell my company, especially since I haven't done anything to sell it. I'll just let it sit and continue to gain 10 members a day. Eventually it will hit critical mass in about 10 years from now. That is when it should have around 50,000 members. Although at some point it could exponentially change and it could happen alot sooner. Either way, it doesn't matter.

So right now I am enjoying getting into habits. I think this last year with the birth of Brennon, the selling and buying of a house, the moving out and in of my mom and the stealing of my car that we have had a lot to deal with. I am enjoying relaxing with very few worries, if any. Things are stablizing. Sure we still have to sell moms house, but that is what the realtor is for. Of course I do like to think about the future. I don't like to dwell on the past because we still have some good times ahead. I am thinking about when we can have friends come over and go swimming. Maybe not a "party" but a gathering. I think people liked swimming in it on Sunday. Maybe have a movie night and people can come over and watch Star Wars or something.

Yesterday we got in the pool and Brennon started kicking. Every time I would say "kick kick kick" he would kick. Then when I stopped saying kick he would stop kicking. It is like he is listening to me. He has his pool floatie keeping him up. I think we will give him lessons next year when he is older. Holly is like,"this is good, it will tire him out." I started kicking as well, maybe it will tire me out. I also find that when I am happy I don't eat as much. That is probably the number one key to weight loss. Enjoying life. Good times, good times.